Pain...

Seriously. I don't know if it is because Brynn is sitting so low and has dropped, but any time I move my legs, let alone walk, I am not sore, I am in pain! It takes such an effort to change positions. It feels like someone beat the crap out of my pelvis, or if I must say it, crotch. The things we women go through. I know it is all worth it, but have been having greater and greater anxiety as we get closer... afraid something is going to go wrong. I just want her here to know we actually are going to take a healthy baby home.

As far as bedrest goes, it sucks. The only good thing about it is honestly, I can't imagine working and being as uncomfrtable and in as much pain as I am in. But the idea of bed rest might sound nice to some people.... but let me tell you... not being able to do anything while being at home, is not fun. There is so much I wish I could do, and can't. It really, really stinks. My appt on Monday apparently showed nothing of concern. NST and BPP went well... they didn't tell me a score or anything, but then again, the nurse I had is my least favorite one at the clinic. I did get permission to go to my mom's for Christmas Day, as long as I lay down and get waited on... I think the fact my blood pressure had dropped to 138/84 helped with that.

I have been really emotional this week... whether it is due to the bedrest, pregnancy, the idea of being a mom and a baby being on the way... I don't know. I just have so many emotions. I think not knowing when she will be here adds to the stress to!

Hope everyone has a very Merry Christmas.