33 Weeks.....

.... is how far along I should be today. That means 7 weeks is all I would have had until our little girl would have come home. I am at a place where I am not in tears typing that. However, I long for the day that we will have that. I am consumed with thoughts of being pregnant, and wanting to be pregnant. Dan and I are ready to try, and hoping God will bless us again with a VERY HEALTHY baby sometime soon.

Monday. Blah. Monday's are never a fun day, but with the Monday night TV line-up, there is a little bit to look forward to. Dancing With the Stars AND Castle. I really hope Kate is voted off this week, she is horrible. Jake is so annoying as well. Without good TV editing, he comes off as being the biggest tool. If you do not watch Castle, you should start. It is a fantastic show! I haven't had a show I watched weekly (that was not a reality show) since FRIENDS, and Castle is one I watch weekly. Is it as good as Friends?? No way. But I highly doubt there will ever be a show that will be as good as Friends. Seriously, on a daily basis, there is something in my day that will remind me of a FRIENDS episode. So anyway, good TV night tonight--- and with Dan having class on Monday nights, good TV helps.

Last week I started a new way of eating. My last pop was last Sunday-- so it has been a week. Anyone who has ever been close to me knows I am a huge pop drinker. I have tried to cut pop out of my life numerous times, and I really don't think I have ever gone this long without having any. I am drinking coffee still... so not cutting out caffeine completely, but all of that sugar and empty calories from pop. I have also been eating more complex carbs, less salt, and less sugar. I am only down 3 lbs in one week... my next step is working out more. UGH. I wish I had a trainer to kick my butt.

Let's see... conferences on Thursday night-- last one of the year = no kids on Friday at work, and only a half day. I hope this week goes fast.

Happy Monday to all and any of you that still read my posts!