Overwhelmed.

Brynn was breeched today :( I gained 6 lbs in 2 weeks :( :( I have SO much to get done before she is born, and it is SO HARD with Dan having school.... sitting on the floor and trying to put stuff together is so hard, and we don't have enough room in this stupid house. I want to move... and that is put on hold since student loans will kick in for him and he pays way more than should be allowed to for school. I am not having a good day, and feel really down in the dumps. On top of it, I don't even have Dan to talk to since he is gone at class tonight and tomorrow, and gets home, eats, watches TV, while I am in bed. I am feeling sorry for myself tonight, I know that, but I don't care. I feel so alone.

My whole body aches and hurts, none of my clothes fit and I don't want to waste money buying new ones, and the thought of having to lose all this baby weight from this pregnancy and Elizabeth is so overwhelming. The only thing keeping me somewhat sane is keeping my eye on the prize... holding Brynn in hopefully 7 weeks.

Sorry for the depressing post.... hopefully my mood improves this week. We do have our birth class on Saturday, hopefully that helps.... :-/