Emotional.

So, tomorrow I will be 19 weeks. I was exactly 19 weeks when I had my anatomy scan with Elizabeth and found out everything, 19 weeks 5 days when I deleivered her. Needless to say, I am having a tough/ emotional week. Is it possible that my pregnancy is going to continue? I am feeling the baby move... but again, felt all that last time. Argh. I know many people don't understand. I don't even think Dan understands. On top of worrying about this baby, I have thought about Elizabeth a lot more this week too.... since like I said, I am at the point to where I was with her.

Soccer started about a week ago. It is funny. I didn't think I would be tired... thought it would be just fine. Ha. Was I wrong. I like being independant, and active, so it is different for me to get so tired, not want to bend over, my back and hips hurting. Yikes. I keep saying to Dan, I am worried about when school starts. I am going to be SO TIRED. I am always tired when school starts, add pregnancy on top of it with soccer.... oh boy. It is only through September though. I can handle it.

Let's see.... other than the rough week I have been having, just looking forward to the fair and hopefully the end of the humidity. It has been such a horrible summer for humidity. Hopefully it is better next. I have bought some really cute outfits for baby girl, but refuse to buy big stuff until after our 20 week ultrasound which will be on Friday, Sept. 3. Dan took the day off :) and we will be heading to the state fair that day. I pray for continued good news. Dan said after our last ultrasound he is just waiting for bad news, since we have had such good news this far. It just stinks that we have those thoughts. I really hope we have another great Dr. appt on that day.

What will the second half of my pregnancy be like? Will I be able to relax a little bit more since I will have surpassed my loss date? I hope so. I am looking forward to experiencing that part of pregnancy I wasn't able to before.

I will try to get some belly pics up tonight or tomorrow... I have definitly popped.